Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 2:25 AM
American Teens
American teen is sure a good documentary for young teens like us
it was shown on HBO today & it simply reminds me of the teen life i had
it sucks big time. The fact that some friends turn down on you
means you gotta be as strong as before & learn to conquer it yourself.
don't be afraid to speak out, act out and face it daringly
this movie is sooo me, except for the boy girl relationship part
i ain't no bitch, you gotta learn to accept who you are,
how people perceive you as. Life isnt a fairytale after all.

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Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 10:32 AM
Dreams(:

How's my revision for biology mcq's coming along?
2 word: not good
man, what the hell have i done through this whole week?
this is exactly what happened to me the past 2 years
the year whereby i sat for my last O lvl bio paper mcq
&my result churns out to be like *toot
this is what happen when you breed complacency
but then the 2 years in JC again like hell
&now i could feel a sense of freedom alas!
but i dont know why cambridge set an awkward timetable
10 days before bio mcq. 10 days
imagine what i can do within this days:
learn the diff close chords, blogging, facebook-ing,
watch HBO movies, dwld songs, for some reasons dont wanna go out.
yeahh weird right? ........

last night, i had this dream but it just doesn't make any sense
i was in a mall with my mum & two other brothers
&the mall started to tremor!
First thought was end of the world
The exact phrase was used in flyleaf's arise song
i think i listen to much of it.
but the weird thing was the mall
& everything from shops to people started to collapse and destroyed
but the 2nd floor onwards remain unaffected by the tremor
my mum got lost, i panicked
but then i realized it was just a dream... ahahas
i rmbr david archuleta who was interviewed at 987fm
he said we should write all of our dreams inside a book
so that one day when you open the book & read it,
you will laugh at yourself. true enough the past dreams i had were funny
im a mother of 4 kids. lols. guess who's the daddy?
hah cant tell you or im DEAD. nyahahas
the person will get freaked out! but he's a good dad in my dream.
(: timecheck its 2:55 am. i should be sleeping but i cant sleep
i guess i didnt eat alot thats which is actually much ironic.
okays people nite sweet dreams write your dreams in a book(:

@ 10:10 AM
Revenge is sweeter
Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

(chorus of revenge is sweeter than you ever know lyrics)

i swear this lyric says alot about what ive been goin' through
pardon me if im being over exaggerating but its true
its only this year that ive been enduring all these suffering
i swear it will take me forever not to forget what had happened
not even after i die

@ 7:36 AM
Craig craig craig

@ 6:37 AM
home recording studio(:





@ 3:19 AM
Why do our dreams sometimes appear

Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 8:11 PM
Craig Mabbit






Craig Mabbit is haawwtt ya' know



@ 8:00 PM
Letterbomb
Nobody likes you...
Everyone left you...
They're all out without you...
Having fun...

Where have all the bastards gone?
The underbelly stacks up ten high
The dummy failed the crash test
Collecting unemployment checks
Like a flunkie along for the ride

Where have all the riots gone
As the city's motto gets pulverized?
What's in love is now in debt
On your birth certificate
So strike the fucking match to light this fuse!

The town bishop is an extortionist
And he don't even know that you exist
Standing still when it's do or die
You better run for your fucking life

It's not over 'till you're underground
It's not over before it's too late
This city's burnin'
It's not my burden
It's not over before it's too late

There's nothing left to analyze

Where will all the martyrs go when the virus cures itself?
And where will we all go when it's too late?

And don't look back

You're not the Jesus of Suburbia
The St. Jimmy is a figment of
Your father's rage and your mother's love
Made me the idiot America

It's not over 'till you're underground
It's not over before it's too late
This city's burnin'
It's not my burden
It's not over before it's too late

She said I can't take this place
I'm leaving it behind

Well she said I can't take this town
I'm leaving you tonight









(To the bunch of bitches who broke my heart.)

@ 1:30 AM
Should I or should I not watch hairy potek?
not a fan but if i dont watch, i will be the anomaly one
hahas. i didnt even read the harry potter book series
how the hell am i supposed to follow through the movie?
okok i just go watch alright? for the sake of HP's fans(:

form now on, my blog shall not be flooded with too many words,
instead, it will be captured in a video lyric, manifesting what i feel
i damn lazy to type. sorry. (:

@ 1:00 AM
Pieces






This song tells you everything that ive been through this year.
Its been hard for me. But i somehow managed to get through this years
thanks to a bunch of besties(:
without you guys, ill be dead in that college.
Each time ive been living in fear and isolation.
Crying is my only bestfriend at that point of time.
Friends whom i thought i could rely on betrayed my trust
what the fuck right. get a life.


Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 1:07 AM

@ 1:06 AM
As I Lay Dying

@ 1:04 AM
hey bitch
Back. okay i dont know if this is the right place to vent my angeror frustration, but i believe i will feel much better.To be frank, i hate juniour college's life.Its like hell, hell, hell. i never felt like this before in my entire life.But i cant deny i've met good friends. Ive made new enemies too.I believe in revenge. How do i possibly attack my enemies when i knowill be in jeopardy. I can be expelled from college. So what did i do?I tolerate with them. Let me count... about 7 months of unbearable tolerance?I cried and emo like shit. Only god knows what i did behind close doors.I did this & did that... deluding that it'll solve my problem. i know im hot-headed but no one can change for who i am.Not even my parents. Seriously if i had given a choice, ill not pursue college education. It just makes my life more worst.To this person: i dont care how many friends you have.if you think you dont need me as a friend, i dont give a fucking care.Do what you wanna do , im not bothering you. What's the point of continuing our friendship if you dont give a damn shit about me?Even if i say sorry to you for whatever reasons, i still have the grudge feelingtowards you. Luckily im decent enough not to kill you oryou will be dead now.


>:/

@ 12:59 AM
Hello Hello is anyone home?
Hello(:
Its been donkey years/months since i'd last updated my blog?
Awesome much. Nyahahas back then i was 'mugging ' for A lvls
left 1 more paper but who give a damn care about mcq? HAHAS.
so yeah this is my first blog update, shall mark 23.11.10 as my blog anniversary.
&also the 2nd day whereby MCR released its 4th album, danger days: The true lives of killjoy(:
Okies shall update later bout my shitty life i had this year. Byebyebye.